This morning took the time to exercise, then meditate, self reflect and talk to my daughter.
I feel such a drive to move forward that I haven’t given myself any breaks lately. So when out of balance, I disconnect, get impatient, frustrated and nothing moves forward. Control strategies that used to work in the past no longer doing the trick.
A walk in nature is called for now, recharging my chakras and letting inspiration guide me. As I was approaching the stack of papers on the floor next to my desk a little blue book caught my attention. It contains my journaling from 7 years ago while following a deep impulse from way beyond reason when I went hiking in Algonquin Park for 10 days in August 2002 while fasting. I read through the first few pages… I wanted to write a book on the experience and had started… and then self limiting judgments got the better of me….
7 years…I am completing a cycle! I have so much writing here and there, some of it on an old computer, what? on a few old computers. Perhaps I should honour myself and gather it all on one computer.
Only through due diligence will something creative come out of it! No genie is going to manifest it ready made I haven’t reached that level of consciousness yet…
OK, guidance is back… daily steps will get me there. I need the reminder from time to time.
Last night started to listen to the webinar of Module 2 of the Website Creation Workshop to figure out why my blog site in French cannot be opened by people I sent it too. The webinars are two hours long and there are 16 of them! And I have two books to read and study! Why do I hope that just by having the books the content will automatically transfer into my head? Due diligence again!
Patience, patience…When I am through with all this, I’ll be a saint!
My immediate response is – You will never be “through” with this. For me, the file boxes and piles of papers and additional folders just increase in size and numbers. Even after finally completing and putting out to the world, the book I had written over 10 years ago, there is so much additional writing that is hiding in my files. And then there are all the articles I tear out of my journals and newsletters, just waiting to be reinterpreted in my article and blog writing. But then, something new catches my attention, and I write about that, or collect another article. The process just continues, but the feeling is becoming more a sense of elation than frustration as my articles appear online, in print, and out of my head.
Osmosis~Because it worked for Edgar Cayce and we’re hoping that it will work for us too!